Project 4 :: work review

I was (still am) stuck, totally stuck with this assignment 2, not knowing what to do, where to go, not knowing, feeling stuck, not motivated at all and thinking about not going to be formally evaluated.

I am trying, for many weeks now, to do finish this assignment. So I decided to move forward and review all the work I have not yet done on project 4. I already asked two times for deadline extension and I stopped because my tutor understood that I would need more. So, I decided I will have bad marks and get on with my academic OCA life.

Did you manage to "make space move"?

Yes, I feel like I did. From this project, this was the only part that I actually enjoyed. I played a lot with the squares and I could see the same space differently. The same happened drawing lines in a square.

What are your thoughts about the drawings you did in Stage 3?

Helpless. I made some drawings from a Juan Miró picture using felt tip markers an they where useless for all Stage 3 exercises. This is where I got stuck. Then I made some more drawings but quite uninspired.

Were you able to use your drawings successfully as a basis for further work? Are there any other things you would like to try?

No really, I was not able to do this. I just want to move forward and finish this assignment. So I used postcards from artists instead of my own drawings?

Now that you have a good working method, do you feel confident that you can carry on working this way independently?

I am not very sure of my working method and my self-confidence level is not at its highest point.

I would like to sound more positive than I do because I really like this course and I find my tutor's explanations very helpful, I am learning a lot and I am happy with the textiles course. This assignment is long and my motivation came tumbling down from stage to stage but it is almost coming to an end and more assignments will come. Conclusion: until now I feel this assignment is a total disaster and I cannot wait to end it but I still like the course and I am still happy I am doing it.